Realized

I know its too late to open my eyes..
but still there much more for me to realize...
today I m standin on my feet..
no one is there for me to lead..
what i'v done in my past, its coming back to my present..
who do i blame for all my regrations..
chillin, wasting time and all fake excuses...
i am the one who put myself into this...
jealousy, love, friends and enemies are part of life..
for me these relationships are little hard to discribe..
every other side of hate there is some love..
some time life is too easy some time life is tough..
but all i need to know is how to learn..
that life is not made just to have fun..
i need to change myself and forget my past..
because this is the rece of life and i don't want to be the last...

By Farrukh Imam

Lonely

I was setting lonely,
There was no one just me only.

I started thinking to find something,
But except me there was nothing.

I forced myself to focus on something to find,
But there was no sign aiming up in my mind.

I was feeling lonely even blind,
Because there was everything still I couldn’t find.

I didn’t know what I wanted to do,
I was missing something that’s all I knew.

All the time I was searching side to side,
But it seems like everything had hide.

All of sudden I just realized,
Life is going to be over and time is leaving me behind.

By Farrukh Imam

IMPOSSIBLE WISH

Did u ever fall 4 sumone
U no u jus shouldnt?
Try hard to fight ur feeling
Buh u jus couldnt?
U fall deeper wid each passing day
But try to hide it every possible way
She's only a frend nun else
That's da lie u keep tellin urself
U keep sayin she's only a bud
Buh deep inside ur fallin in love?
U get so giddy wen u meet her eyes
Buh keep tellin urself it isnt rite?
A simple glance turns into a stare
Buh u pretend as if u dun care!
It's not rite for u to be pretendin
Is dat why u hide it so no one can see
Buh how long will u pretend????
Keep lyin she's jus a frend
Perhaps ur feelings u can never show
Perhaps its 'rong' for her to no
Ur frendship can b risked over dis
So bein her boy is an
IMPOSSIBLE WISH

By Farrukh Imam

Value of Time

My blemished life taught me the value of time.
The time I wasted on different desire
and those desire gave me nothing except leaving me behind
if it comes to me I would put it every where as a sign
that wasting of time should be the biggest crime
starting till now the whole life of mine
even all my future depends on time
the beauty of life stays with time
as times goes by, things are living and dying
everything goes with the time see even my ryhm
because we can stop everything, but not the time.

By Farrukh Imam

The Game of Life

The time, those people and their names
some left behind some still in the game...
The game we all have to play...
no one wins but some loose and some stay...
Stay at one place is so hard to do,
its like u want to move but standing over the glue...
Glue can stick us with the things we touch,
but not those relationships we want so much...
The drop of blood and the drop of tear...
everything look so different when they appear...
Appearance of love is something we cant hide...
those emotional feeling are hard to describe...
Describing the story putting in half...
All you see people jokes and laugh...
Their laughs, the smile and the cry...
they can hide their expressions but their eyes don't lie...

By Farrukh Imam